Many many years ago,

I secretly decided,

that I shall live with my depression,

regardless of how I feel.



It is a bit strange to many,

but I firmly believe.

It makes me left vonerable,

but also makes me complete.



I could not imagine myself without it,

a friend so true and sincere.

Living with no accompany.

just don't know where to be.



Probably that's why I'm seeking,

searching for where the one may be.

But it always comes in failure,

don't see how to achieve.



Green and white and blue,

the colours of the meds.

I swallow them as told,

but loosing my self indeed.

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